no title..

alhamdulillah wanie semakin sembuh..

dan dy sgt semangat wat dikir smlm..

pastu tros flat balik..

da xlarat..

huhu..

mase tgk dikir smlm borak2 ngn wyda.

cm beselah minah 2 memg byk cte..

xnah abeh cte dy..

hahhaha..

then dy cte pasal yas..

akq syg dy lah kan..

dy kate yas jelez ngn saye.

haha..

sbb saye ad ciri2 seorg kakak..

ade kew???

huhu..

dun worry lah yas..

xd nye nk kt wyda yg sengal 2..

huhu..

then wyda cte lak pasal yana..

dan saye rase biala dy ngn keputusan dy.

saye xd hak nk halang..

myb ape yg dy nk wt 2 terbaik tok dri dy..

tp dlm mse yg sme saye rse berslh gak.

tp mls nk pk pape skrg..

thnx wyda gtaw sume nie..

n wyda jelez ble yana ajak yas menari..

haha..

yas lak jelez wyda dtg bilik saye..

lawaklah dorg nie..

masing2 ego tinggi..

semoga korg epy slalu..=)

adq..

jgn rase pape..

sbb saye sgt dan teramat SAYANG anda!

so xyh la rase bersalah.

or pk bkn2..

okae!

yana.

akq minx maaf sbb xleh nk tros terg.

memg 2 kelemahan akq.

n akq harap yana epy slalu k.

hanya yana je yg leh tentukan kebahagian yana.

myb akq bkn seorg akq yg baik tok yana.

 i'm so SORRY..

take care k..

bez n epy dpt knl yana..

akq minx maaf klu sepanjang yana kenal akq,

akq ade wt pape yg yana trase,

sakit hati,terguris hati,

or watevalah..

akq minx maaf sgt2..

p/s:35 days left.

puitisku..

hari demi hari ku hitung,

bilakah saat itu akan tiba,

walaupun jauh disudut hati,

ku xmahu saat itu hadir.

ku berkata pada hati,

dapatkah menerima semua ini,

hatiku xseteguh tembok cina,

hatiku bak kaca yang rapuh,

akan pecah bila tiba waktuya,

akan pecah bila ada yang memecahkannya.

namun ku harus kuatkn hati,

ku harus tabahkan jiwa ini,

untuk menghadapi semua.

hidup xselaunya indah,

langit xselalu cerah,

belajarlah menerima apa yang sudah tersurat,

kerana itu yang terbaik utkmu,

juga terbaik utk dirinya.

DA1004

1055am.

tuesday.

if i let u go.

Day after day
Time pass away
And I just cant get you off my mind
Nobody knows ... I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I cant find
The courage to show ...
To letting you know ...
Ive never felt so much love before
And once again Im thinking about
Taking the easy way out ...

But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me
How will I know?
If I let you go ...

Night after night
I hear myself sayin
Why cant this feeling just fade away?
Theres no one like you ...
You speak to my heart...
Its such a shame were worlds apart ...
Im too shuy to ask ...
Im too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again Im thinking aboutTaking the easy way out ...

adq,

thnx coz dedicate this song for me..

=)

mad,confuse! + epy!

too many things happen lately..

tired to thinking of all that..

u can do wateva u want..

u can say what ur mouth want to say..

from now on,

i'm officially HATE U!!

i'm take care of wanie yg dmm sgt trok..

last nyte,she went to hospital,

masuk air n amik darah..

today,she menggigil..

i took her to clinic uitm..

unfortunately,

she dunno what doc said to her,

she only know that tomorrow she must see the doc again..

and now she rest n sleep..

and now,

i'm thinking about me n my lil sis..

i dunno if she really anggap me as her sis or not.

because i'm still confused til now.

am i ur sis dik??

if yes,

why u xnk mengaku??

but,its okae..

wateva ur answer i can accept it.=)

and i'm sorry,

for everything that i did might hurt u.

i'm sorry,

if i can't make ur dream come true.

i'm not anyone for u,

but i just want u,

ignore what that stupid girl said to u,

and be  strong girl okae??

wyda.

thnx coz understanding my soul.

hepy to know u.

and i really had agreat tyme with u.

eventhough we just know each other.

takecare of urself okae???

promise??

p/s:36 days left.

the story of mine..

memanfaatkan mase bersame..

mulai hari ini..

g kelas en.man n dpt jadual exam..

and my last paper on 06 MAY 2010!

finally dpt gak abeh final awal..

huhu..

dan saye menghitung semula hari-hari kami..

drpd 41 hari..

kini tinggal 37 hari..

perasaan ketika ini??

xtao lah nk ckp cm ne..

hanye menghargai waktu2 yg tinggal utk kami..

wanie dmm trok sgt2..

n k.jajan bwk g klinik..

wanie babe!

hope cpt sembuh!

jgn lemah sgt!

kuatkan semangat!

saye tetap berada disisi anda walaupown anda

xnmpk kehadiran saye!

ilu!

p/s: 37 hari lg..

family day DA!

Sunday..

Today is family day for DANG ANUM..

And u know what..

I’m merajuk with HER!

She went to MiTC without bgtao me..

Dy xkejot saye lgsg!

Saye sgt2 sdey!

Naseb bek saye bkn org yg ske pk sgt..

So saye still boley menari..

Masih boley menjalankn tugas saye..

Hari sgtlah panas..

Dan saye berjemur dibawah sinaran matahari.

Yg sgt terik..

Tp ok jerk..

Nk wt cm ne..

Keje kne wt gak kn..

Then tgari lepak bilik k.ain..

Mam kt situ..

Then adq bdtg bersama ika..

Apelagi..

Saye wt dunno sahaja..

Biakn dy..

Tp kn dy xpujok saye pown..

Saye siap suap dy mama ag 2..

Then kne g dewan..

Kt dewan dy still xpujok saye ag..

N saye rse sgtlah geram!

Tp saye wt dunno jerk..

After persembahan dikir..

Ade 1 peristiwa berlaku..

Teeeeeet..

Xley nk cte kt cni..

Private!

Huhu…

After that tdo..

Smpilah kol 0630 pm..

Then mandi..

Lipat baju..

Sambil borak2 ngn adq syg..

Eh kteorg da okae da..

Walaupown dy xpujok saye! Huh!

Mcm2 yg kteorg borak..

mcm2 jadi mlm nie..

 adq..

thnx coz ade ngn akq mase akq urut kaki..

n thnx for the pengakuan jujur..

yg sgt besh..

i really appreciate it..

and i really2 had a great tyme with u my dear!

=)

the best + funny day..

Saturday.

Wake up late bcoz feel so sleepy.

+ Not feeling well..

Then wash my clothes with machine..hehe

Call ika ask about nini.

Me: ika,nini da kawad??

Ika: lom ag..pas nie..k.ain cptlah dtg..

Me: kte xmandi ag lah..

Ika: xpe..xd org taw k.ain xmand..cpt tao!

Then dgn pantas gosok gigi n cuci muka..

Tuka baju n wangi2..

Me: ika, nini da kawad lom.

Ika: dye br masuk padang kawad.cpt! k.ain kt ne?

Me: br nk turun dari blok.nnt ika tgu kte tao!

Ika: ok2..

Me: ika mane?

Ika: ika da nmpk k.ain..pki baju merah kn?

Me: yup2..

Ika: akq jalan je nnt akq nmpk ika.

Me: ok..

Finally,jmpe gak ika yg kecik nie..

N dpt tgk adq kawad!

Hehe..

Adq terkejot x tgk akq ad??

Saje je nk wt surprise kt adq..

Then pas2 borak ngn adq jap..

Borak ngn eyl..

N balik lah ke bilik..

Menyambung kerja2 yg tertangguh..

Huhu..

and i take my shower at 6.30 pm..

it is because adq tdo xnk bgn2!

26032010

Last nyte.

I’m crying because of u!

I dunno why I easily hurt with u.

I’ve tried my best to be a strong girl.

But at last,

My tears drop.

I feel very pain in my heart.

And I’m sorry because I’m cried.

I’m cried not because of u.

I’m cried because of what that girl did at u.

And because of u ignore me.

And finally u slept with me.

And u cried too.

nak tao?? nk. nk. nk! haha

title tah pape je kn..

• saya xsehat lah..batuk n selesema.
• saye rase tension sgt2 xdpt balik rumah!
• saye rase nk mam coklat!
• saye nk kua jenjalan cari ketenangan.
• saye sgt menagntok sekarang dlm kelas crs!
•  saye nk sentiasa ceria walau dimana saye berada!
• walau saye terasa ngn sape2 saye tetap mendiamkn dri..
• saye lg suke memendam rase.
• saye nk mam mi-mi!
• saye percaye diri saye boleh!
• dan saye sgt lapar skrg..=(

mohd syafiqkhul ehsan.
-ngade2 majok sbb da lme xpost pape sal dy.
 here i wanna say that i already post ur name here!
 hahah..
 so jgn nk majok2 ag ek..
 saye rindu anda! =)
 and thnx coz still follow my blog!  

love this song.

and dedicate to u sygs!

Saat aku tertawa di atas semua
Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada

Aku ingin engkau aku kenang
Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
Masih sanggup berjalan
Ku kan slalu memujamu
Meski ku tak tau lagi
Engkau ada di mana
Dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu
Saat aku mencoba merubah sgalanya
Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku

Dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu..

 

i always miss u my dearest lil sis yg sgt cute!

 

 p/s: 44 hari lagi..

Beribu bintang dilangit

Kini menghilang

Meraba aku dalam kelam

Rembulan mengambang

Kini makin suram

Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah

Sedetik wajahmu muncul

Dalam diam

Ada kerdipan ada sinar

Itukah bintang atau rembulan

Terima kasih kuucapkan

Izinkan kumencuri bayangan wajahmu

Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu

Maafkanlah oh...

Andai lagu ini

Mengganggu ruangan hidupmu

Kau senyumlah oh...

Sekadar memori

Kita di arena ini

Kau ilhamku

Kau ilhamku...

kau ilhamku adeq..

p/s: 46 hari lagi..

hey u!

I HATE U!!!

Aku da elok2 ngn ko kn..

Ko wt hal lagi..

Ape yg ko xpuas ati sbnrnye???

Npe perlu ko kco org yg xbersalah lgsg!

Klu ko xpuas ati ngn aku,

Ckp je r tros terg!
xyh nk libatkn org laen!

Tlglah jgn kco DYE!!

DYE hati aku.

DYE jiwa aku.

DYE semangat aku.

DYE segala-galanye bg aku.

And can u stop disturb her??

Can u????

I really love her like my own siblings.

Like my own lil sis.

I really take care of her.

So I can’t let u do anything to her!

If I know,

I will find u!!!

Go to gua lah u n ur MUMMY!

If u can’t live with other people,

Find ur own places that have no people there!

Then nobody will disturb u!

Nobody will hurt u!

U will have no prob with  anybody!

The right place for u is

GUA!!!

Adeq..

Jadilah setabah yg mungkin utk meghadapi

Segala dugaan.

Dugaan mengajar erti kesabaran.

Setiap dugaan itu pasti ada hikmahnye.

Dan ingat,

Setiap ape yg org wt kt kita,

Dy akn kne juga 1 ari nanti.

Jgnlah simpan dendam.

Kelak akn makan diri sendiri.

I LOVE U! =)

finally! finished!

After all that I’ve been through,

Finally I can rest peacefully,

Yeay!!

But have 4 assgmnt that not settle yet.

Later I do okae??

Hehe..

Now I’m busy to find ‘rumah kosong’

Guess what??

Next sem we have to become a non resident student,

Because of all the new intake yg sgt ramai,

And I’m going to miss u lil sis!

What else??

Dunno what to write..

Hey!

I like to see ur face!

U r so handsome! Hahahha

Nk no….

Juz kidding!

Hehe…

And I also like ur act..

p/s: 47 days left. Let’s count together..

tired! tired! tired!

I feel very tired!

No more wake up late!

Everyday wake up early in the morning

And sleep late nyte.

Adoyai…

Today is the DTM carnival day.

And I dance!!

Hahahah…malulah!

But everything was okae.

I did portrait pic!

And I gave to my DEAREST LIL SIS!

NINI ZALINA MOHD RESAT!

Simpan elok2 ek dik!

Fyi,our booth is very beautiful!

Atas kerjasama all part 4.

Hehe..

About part 1 n 2 trip.

Alhamdulillah everything is okae.

They gave a good cooperation.

And we have fun together!

Tomorrow is the last day of our carnival.

So,kita ENJOY!!!

Hahha..=)

p/s: hopefully no more busy week..I’m tired with it.

pelangi petang.

ku mengharapkan ade pelangi.

tok meggembirakan hati ini.

malangnye pelangi yang ku dapat,

memwatku bertambah sedih..

apabila dengar lgu pelangi petang.

hati kembali sayu.

berlinangan air mata.

apabila terkenangkan BELIAU.

sesungguhnye ku amat menyayangimu.

ku rasakan seperti bru smlm kita bertemu.

sehingga kini pemergianmu masih lagi xdpt ku trime.

tapi ku harus tabahkan hati.

TERIMALAH KENYATAAN WAHAI NUR AIN!!!

tomorrow??

U knows what I feel right now??

I really miss u..

I also duuno why..

I’m sorry too..

Because I can’t be honest with u..

I prefer lie to u,

It makes me comfortable..

Hahah..

Jgn mrh!

Tomorrow is trip..

And I’m gonna be a tour guide.

But the problem now is,

I dun prepare anything yet!

Because of our management also like ‘terok’,

So I’m afraid tomorrow will be the bad day..

But really hope everything gonna be fine.

=)

juz do the best.

and be strong!

To my dearest Nur Athira Amir Shah!

Hope u fine.

And I know u always happy with ur ehem ehem.

Hehe..

Miss u dear! =)

let me story what happen at me for this week.

monday.

my 2nd anniversary!

thnx sygs for calling me..

and finally u appreciate our anniversry!

and thnx to all my friends that wish me..

a big thnx to u olls..

tuesday.

prctice dance and wait part 2 so long.

and finally they 'tarik diri'..

pergh..xmenyiraplak kn..

cm lah kteowg nie xbyk test,assgmnt,quiz n mcm2 lah kn..

dowg je yg bz..huh!

go to JAMBAN lah u all!

wednesday.

mdm bebel about part 1 trip..

say that we all xwat keje..

n kteorg rse mlas nk g trip..

g klinik sbb jari kaki saye bengkak!

naseb bek doc kate xd pape.

xpatah,n doc bg ubt!

ptg g cowboy bli brg tok dtm carnival.

smpi maghrib n terlepas yasin level..

sorry gorgeous girl..

huhu..

thursday.

adq majok with me..

bcoz i'm can't tell the truth to her..

so she want me to make 'pengakuan jujur'

at FB n BLOG..

and i'm done with it!

finally she satisfy with all my 'pengakuan jujur'.

during my HR class,

i did something for her,

juz want her know that i remember her,

every second,minute,hour,day,years..

everywhere i go..

i alwez miss her..

at night have ticketing test.

without study..

but i'm doing well!

without meniru..

juz bincang cket2 jerk..hahah..

and our part 1 trip..

i wish that trip will cancel..

bcoz everything is kucar kacir.

but oja didn't want..

then we show our dance to part 5..

she satisfy and ask we to polish it..

tomorrow mdm want to see it..

okae..

erm..whatelse??

again..adq trase witn me..

it juz a joke la dik..

no nit to rse serba slh..

i'm okae n alwez okae with u my dear..

please dun be sad.

i will sad 2..

i'm crying bcoz of u.

n after pujok memujok,

we do have a great tyme last nyte..

gelak2 tapi yg laen nyenyak tdo..

after talk about 'sumthin', we slept at last.

huhu..

i will remember last nyte till the end of my life!

thnx coz make me happy..=)

friday.

feel so lazy to go to class.

but wake up at last..

7.45 a.m!

haha..what la u girl..lmbt nye bgn!

doing crs quiz..

after that updating my blog during crs class!

haha..xtao lah ape yg aku blaja nie.

after this wanna go to bendahari to get driver bus no..

then do  my tour planning exercise.

at evening,

do rehearsel in front mdm.

meet part 1 for briefing tomorrow trip.

memorize my tour guide script.

n what else??

can i get my sleep juz for a minute??

i feel so sleepy today.

and i'm too tired to think what gonna happen tomorrow.

part 1 trip is really make me suck!

 p/s; i'm tired.really tired.when i can get my rest?