now already 5.25 a.m..but my eyes does not wanna sleep yet..mayb can't wait for my ADEQ came tomorrow..eh,not tomorrow but today already.,.hehe..then i read somebody blog..suddenly i remembered what happen to us until we xbertegur sape even till now..for me,everybody have their own opinion..not all things that we do in this world will satisfy all people..and not all people do will satisfy us..so i learn from mistakes and i learn from my experience..to live happily in this world,we must give n take..and dun think all we do is the best n good,because others perception may think not..
hidup ibarat roda..if we do something to someone,it will come back to us..so everything that happen to me,i juz accept it even it hard n very painful..but i believe,one day all my patient will give me happiness..


to you: i'm really sorry what i did to u even u also did to me..but now, i think we already matured so hope all bad moment of last sem u will forget..buang yang keruh ambil yang jernih..xelok gado lame2..saya dgn seikhlas hati meminta maaf kepada anda..hope u will forgive me.. 

ouch!

after a long tyme busy with many things..here i come back to start write on my blog! haha..wait k..i will update it as soon as possible! (=

the feeling.

today the starting of the finale for this sem!
and i'm doing my best to answer HR paper.
hope i will get the best results! =)
even though the question actually really hard.

okae lets talk about other thing.
and again she merajuk with me.
i try my best to pujok u..
tp xberkesan lah!
calm down urself first then come to me ok??
i'll wait 4 u my dear!

the next paper on 25 april.
so get ready for second paper.!
business etiquette here i come!

for those who wish me luck,
thnx a lot!!
hope we will do the best in our paper!
love u all! =) ;))

special to my lil sis,

love u manje!

=))

day out for movie n eat only!

kami comel +cute!

at dataran pahlawan..

br pas bli tiket wayang..

cte 'haunted room'

credit to k.ain..thnx sis snap our pic! hehe

at a&w..

creativiti by razatul ain ramlan.=)

pic of this sem! haha..

the best pic ever!

win all the pic of this sem..

love this pic so damn much!!

credit to k.ain to take all this pic.

actually we went dataran pahlawan juz for 

watch movie n eat.

we went only 4 people.

me.nini,k.ain n wanie ONLY.

really have fun together.

da lme xkua cm nie kn???

hehe..

thnx 4 the memories girls...

ops..sory pic k.ain n wanie xd..

lpe nk amek..

hehe..

yg ade pic ain n ninie jerk..

so sory..

later k..

hehe

memory is a way of holding onto 

the things u love,

the things u are,

and the things u never want to lose.

to adq yg tersayang..

hari nie genap 2 taun arwah ibu tglkn adq sekeluarge.

tapi akq tao adq tabah menghadapinya..

akq faham perasaan adq..

faham sgt perasaan org yg kita teramat sayang pergi.

pergi dan xkembali lagi.

kita yg masih hidup nie kene sentiasa berdoa.

agar arwah ditempatkn ditempat org yg beriman.

dan menjadi ahli syurga.

InsyaAllah..

\

doa anak2 dpt tlg ibu adq masok ke syurga.\

rajen2 berdoa..

solat jgn tinggal..

sbb kita xtao ble kita akn pergi.

jadi kene sentiasa bersedia.

kita yang masih hidup nie,

troskan perjuagan didunia nie.

jgn cepat putus asa.

jgn pedulik ape org ckp.

sbb hanye kita yang tao kebenaran.

dorg xtao ape2..

18 APRIL 2010.

1208 a.m.

DA1003.

i got this! and thanx!

…NUR  AIN MISPARDI…

11 APRIL 2010… pengakuan jujur..Akq, adq sayang akq sangat2..

thanx adq!

it really make me happy,

even it juz a few words,

the meaning is so deep.

and thanx 4 everything sygs! =)

guiltyness!

now i can say,

i hardly breathe.

and i'm sorry for all my fault n mistakes.

i'm so SORRY.

and i'm crying ryte now.

i'm crying because of i know what will gonna happen to us.

and i'm not ready yet for that.

but i want to thank to u,

because u make my life happy even for a while.

i'm so HAPPY with u.

and i will never forget all our beautiful and wonderful memories that we had together.

and thanx a lot.

really thanx to u.

even now i'm hurt because of my fault,

even i know we cannot be like before.

even  i know that i will not be someone special in ur heart.

even i know someone will replace it.

even i know u mad to me forever.

but u alwez in my heart.

and forever be my lil sis.

FULLSTOP!

C.O.N.F.U.S.E!!

what will u do if someone that u really love actually is a ................!

i too tired to thinking about this,

and i hope all this not true!

can u tell me the truth??

i can accept all that u will said!

dun worry..

u can tell me by text me or call me or come  and see me..

i will hear all what u want to say..

i juz wanna know the truth!

from ur own mouth!

so that i will stop thinking about this!

................PLEASE...............

please tell me the truth.

only that i want now.

my mind can't stop thinking about this.

please dun tutored me.

it really make me suck! =(

i BEGGING U...

 

terpesona.

Kau selalu dihatiku
tiap detik dan waktu
Kau masih dihatiku
walaupon kau x tahu

Kaulah yg terindah
indah taman kota Babylon
Bagai bidadari ayu wajahmu tiada terperi
Ingin ku bersamamu selalu

Kau selalu dihatiku
Kau betakha dijiwaku
Cintaku hanya untuk mu
walau kau x tahu

Kau selalu dihati ku
tiap detik dan waktu
Engkau masih dihatiku
walaupon kau x tahu...

thnx adq for the very lovely song..

but i have to cut some lyrics..

because the lyrics is not best..

wakakaka..lol.

and i finally got this lyrics use my own effort.

because u also dun know title of this song.

and again.

a big thnx to u my dear! =)

p/s : 31 days left.

for you.

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

i dedicate this song to NINI ZALINA.

and i hope u appreciate it!

u know what..imu!

i miss the moment that we shared together.

and i miss everything about u!!

my heart is really suck last night.

and i try to be cool as i can.

and i hate the tyme that we waste last nyte.

today is 32 days left.

why dun we have fun together..

rather than merajuk2..

32 days is not long tyme my dear.

can u appreciate this 32 days left??

and i'm SORRY..

for act like that last nyte.

and being so .....

hehe..

and sorry 

for the msg..

for the words that might hurt u.

for ur tears drop..

and for everything that i did to u..

p/s : 32 days left.

jgn kau lepas..

no interesting thing to share..

i juz miss my home so damn much!

miss the cute face of QAISARA!

and miss everything at rawang!

and i juz wondering..

when will i start all the belambak assgmnt.

and all must submit b4 study week..

ermm..

and because of today,

my lil sis majok with me,

and i xpujok,

then she gave me this song..

Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepaskanku
dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu

Ku takkan pernah tertawa
Ku takkan pernah bahagia
Ku takkan pernah merasakannya
Bila kau tak di sini
Ku takkan pernah tertawa
Ku takkan pernah sempurna
Ku takkan pernah merasakanmu
Bila kau tak di sini
oh..

Izinkan aku berlutut mengharap kau tuk kembali
Izinkan aku berharap dirimu kembali
Dan kembali
Dan kembali lagi

Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepaskanku
dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu
Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepaskanku
dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu

thnx adq for the best song ever!

ILU n IMU!!!

but i so sad hear ur imagination.

i dunno what gonna happen if ur imagination come true.

i dunno what will i do.

mayb i will cry for a long tyme.

mayb.............

too many things that i think..

and i hope it juz ur imagination.

and will not become true for forever!

what i feel rigt now??

i'm soooooooooo worry about u!!

p/s: 33 days left..

we crazy..hahaha

hey, i ponteng ticketing class today..

huhu.

then siap2 went for business etique class..

but the class was cancel.

because have 2 girls histeria at the class before us.

so we can't enter that class.

and en.man cancel our class!

thnx en.man!

huhu..

and we stay outside the class to watch the 2 girls..

we like watch a free movie..

huhu..

after that we went to hostel..

and cut our notes for HR quiz..

we MALAS nk bce bku..

so the best way is cut notes and TIRU!

haha..

we did what we plan before..

and we can answer the question dgn jayanye! haha..

sorry miss..

we TREPAKSA did that..

huhu..

no title..

alhamdulillah wanie semakin sembuh..

dan dy sgt semangat wat dikir smlm..

pastu tros flat balik..

da xlarat..

huhu..

mase tgk dikir smlm borak2 ngn wyda.

cm beselah minah 2 memg byk cte..

xnah abeh cte dy..

hahhaha..

then dy cte pasal yas..

akq syg dy lah kan..

dy kate yas jelez ngn saye.

haha..

sbb saye ad ciri2 seorg kakak..

ade kew???

huhu..

dun worry lah yas..

xd nye nk kt wyda yg sengal 2..

huhu..

then wyda cte lak pasal yana..

dan saye rase biala dy ngn keputusan dy.

saye xd hak nk halang..

myb ape yg dy nk wt 2 terbaik tok dri dy..

tp dlm mse yg sme saye rse berslh gak.

tp mls nk pk pape skrg..

thnx wyda gtaw sume nie..

n wyda jelez ble yana ajak yas menari..

haha..

yas lak jelez wyda dtg bilik saye..

lawaklah dorg nie..

masing2 ego tinggi..

semoga korg epy slalu..=)

adq..

jgn rase pape..

sbb saye sgt dan teramat SAYANG anda!

so xyh la rase bersalah.

or pk bkn2..

okae!

yana.

akq minx maaf sbb xleh nk tros terg.

memg 2 kelemahan akq.

n akq harap yana epy slalu k.

hanya yana je yg leh tentukan kebahagian yana.

myb akq bkn seorg akq yg baik tok yana.

 i'm so SORRY..

take care k..

bez n epy dpt knl yana..

akq minx maaf klu sepanjang yana kenal akq,

akq ade wt pape yg yana trase,

sakit hati,terguris hati,

or watevalah..

akq minx maaf sgt2..

p/s:35 days left.

puitisku..

hari demi hari ku hitung,

bilakah saat itu akan tiba,

walaupun jauh disudut hati,

ku xmahu saat itu hadir.

ku berkata pada hati,

dapatkah menerima semua ini,

hatiku xseteguh tembok cina,

hatiku bak kaca yang rapuh,

akan pecah bila tiba waktuya,

akan pecah bila ada yang memecahkannya.

namun ku harus kuatkn hati,

ku harus tabahkan jiwa ini,

untuk menghadapi semua.

hidup xselaunya indah,

langit xselalu cerah,

belajarlah menerima apa yang sudah tersurat,

kerana itu yang terbaik utkmu,

juga terbaik utk dirinya.

DA1004

1055am.

tuesday.

if i let u go.

Day after day
Time pass away
And I just cant get you off my mind
Nobody knows ... I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I cant find
The courage to show ...
To letting you know ...
Ive never felt so much love before
And once again Im thinking about
Taking the easy way out ...

But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me
How will I know?
If I let you go ...

Night after night
I hear myself sayin
Why cant this feeling just fade away?
Theres no one like you ...
You speak to my heart...
Its such a shame were worlds apart ...
Im too shuy to ask ...
Im too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again Im thinking aboutTaking the easy way out ...

adq,

thnx coz dedicate this song for me..

=)

mad,confuse! + epy!

too many things happen lately..

tired to thinking of all that..

u can do wateva u want..

u can say what ur mouth want to say..

from now on,

i'm officially HATE U!!

i'm take care of wanie yg dmm sgt trok..

last nyte,she went to hospital,

masuk air n amik darah..

today,she menggigil..

i took her to clinic uitm..

unfortunately,

she dunno what doc said to her,

she only know that tomorrow she must see the doc again..

and now she rest n sleep..

and now,

i'm thinking about me n my lil sis..

i dunno if she really anggap me as her sis or not.

because i'm still confused til now.

am i ur sis dik??

if yes,

why u xnk mengaku??

but,its okae..

wateva ur answer i can accept it.=)

and i'm sorry,

for everything that i did might hurt u.

i'm sorry,

if i can't make ur dream come true.

i'm not anyone for u,

but i just want u,

ignore what that stupid girl said to u,

and be  strong girl okae??

wyda.

thnx coz understanding my soul.

hepy to know u.

and i really had agreat tyme with u.

eventhough we just know each other.

takecare of urself okae???

promise??

p/s:36 days left.

the story of mine..

memanfaatkan mase bersame..

mulai hari ini..

g kelas en.man n dpt jadual exam..

and my last paper on 06 MAY 2010!

finally dpt gak abeh final awal..

huhu..

dan saye menghitung semula hari-hari kami..

drpd 41 hari..

kini tinggal 37 hari..

perasaan ketika ini??

xtao lah nk ckp cm ne..

hanye menghargai waktu2 yg tinggal utk kami..

wanie dmm trok sgt2..

n k.jajan bwk g klinik..

wanie babe!

hope cpt sembuh!

jgn lemah sgt!

kuatkan semangat!

saye tetap berada disisi anda walaupown anda

xnmpk kehadiran saye!

ilu!

p/s: 37 hari lg..