when ur gone.

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok

I miss you

I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok

I miss you

We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were, yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

i dunno how mylife if ur gone,

i dunnno how i'm gonna live without u,

i hope u alwez be there for me..

ADEQ!

This post is special for u my DEAREST SIS!

Although I always deny all my feeling towards u,

But actually I really love u,

I hardly miss u!

I juz ashamed to admit all that because I also dunno why,

And yes!

We do have the same kind of feeling!

Did u realize it??

And 1 more thing,

Dun ever thinks that I will forget u!

I will NEVER forget u my dear!

U is MYLIFE!

From the bottom of my heart,

I love u more than words that I can say,

I miss u more than u misses the air,

I can’t live without u by my side,

I can’t far from u even juz a second,

And I hope u always happy beside me…

Now, I’m thinking about next sem,

I’m gonna stay outside,

WITHOUT U,

I dunno how my life will be,

And I really hope that all that juz my dream,

So that I will not face all this,

And I can live happily with u.

 0628pm

DA1003

18 MAC 2010

oh saye.

i'm thinking of when i will do my assgmnt.

i feel so lazy right now.

and u know what.

i'm count by myself of our

2nd ANNIVERSARY!

can't wait till that day.=)

and now i'm alone in my room.

everybody MIA.

but its okae.

i'm okae with this condition.

i feel very calm.=)

my life is better i think.

dun care anymore what people wanna talk

about me.

everybody have their own mouth right?

so u can talk wateva u want.

whos care???

past is past.

life must go on without turn back.

so juz live happily.

like before.

i know u can face all this messy thing kn.=)

2 is better than 1.

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life and I thought

"Hey, you know, this could be something"

'Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true

That I can't live without you

And maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face

The way you roll your eyes

The way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everything's okay

I'm finally now believing

i dedicate this song for you!

NINI ZALINA.

i'm sing it too.

doo u hear that i'm singing to you??

tonite is tonite.

i am thinking of what  plan for persembahan level

for dinner block.

we got singing + dancing.

and tonite is the rehearsel.

GOSH U ALL..

what i'm going to do??

and tonite also have replacement class

for ticketing.

i juz thinking wanna teach them what 

they will do for persembahan.

and now already 0730 pm.

i'm not shower yet.

and class start at 0815pm.

so what waiting for??

go shower urself!

wangi2 then go to class!

dun think too much about other people.

juz be urself.

ueself that only u know what type u are.

=)

u!

i talk to someone what i feel lately.

and she agree with me.

she agree with my opinion.

all this is really childish!

and i dun know why have all those people in the world.

but for me,

i dun care to all people that act like a child

that just enter their first class at standard 1.

me still me.

and i won't change because of u!

u all that act like a child that need ur mom 

alwez beside u!

spm result!

ari nie ari yg sgt bermana wt kezen2 kuh..

mane xnye..

SPM RESULT WEYH!

ape lagi calling2 lah kan.

pg2 lagi aku da kol tnye dpt bpe.

tp jwpn hampa.

result xamek ag.

hhuhu..

aku cm wanita corparate jap.

kol sana sini..

bz ngn hp jerk..

jap kol org nie,jap g kol org lain lak.

n finally...

i knew their result!

MOHD HAFIZ EFFENDI

9A'S..

CONGRATES..we all da agak da ur result..

hehe..

FAREEZ MOHD NASIR

5A'S..

TAHNIAH!

da hilang ek saat mendebarkan??

pe lg yg ditunggu..

blanje saye mam! haha

NUR ATHIRAH SHAIFUL YAMIN

3A'S..

CONGRATES TOO.

sorry dear..

xd ur pic lah..hehe..

cousins...

can't wait to meet up this saturday.

i'll wait u all to pick up me at lendu.

u all kn br dpt lesen.

hehe..

can't wait to story2..

hehe..

hang out together gether..

haha..

neway,

blanje saye tao! haha

tinggal kenangan..

Pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita

kini tinggal kenangan

ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu

namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

oh bintangku

jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku

disini aku merindukan dirimu

ingin kucoba mencari penggantimu

namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

oh kekasih

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

Because your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I've held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me

by your resonating light

But now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

from bottom of my heart.

let story morry about me.

• i really wanna go back to release my tension!
• i want U at my side right NOW!
• i wanna leave ALONE!
• i really MISS U!
• i think i have to change my attitude to be ANNOYING person!
• i'm TIREDof being a good person!
• i'm TIRED to follow others want but they ignore my FEELING!
• since i was young,i FEEL the SAME thing!
• i need a SHOULDER to cry on.to CALM my heart.
• i HATE what i feel right now!
• i juz wanna live HAPPILY.without any heart feeling.
• i want my BFF alwez with me.
• i feel like crying AGAIN! anyone??? who wanna give ur shoulder to me??

i really want my child tyme right now.

no nit to think any prob.

no nit to face all those people.

if u want me to say sorry.,

SORRY...

for anything that i hurt u.

and..

THANKS..

for everything.

for being my lovely friend.

thank you.=)

diriku.sepi.

Sepi hati terjadi lagi 

Mungkin sampai mati aku sepi 

Biar senyum hadir di hariku 

namun ini hanya ada di bibir 

di bibir saja 

Aku ini yang bisa mengerti 

walaupun yang lain mau mengerti 

Namun berat beban hidupku 

biarkan saja 

Biar saja hanya ku yang tahu 

Sejarah cinta dan hidupku 

penuh duri dan banyak ranjau 

Butuh kesabaran yang penuh 

untuk tetap ku berdiri 

ada saatnya ku bicara 

bila hatiku telah bulat 

Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua 

aku tetap diam 

i'm ok.

fyi.

i'm oklah.

juz serabut cket jerk smlm.

but i'm doing well in my ticketing test! =)

congrats ain!

hehe..

i think the prob that i face now is juz 

a simple thing.

like darjah2 dlu..

but it's oklah.

xske nk pk sgt bnda remeh temeh nie.

juz take this as a lesson for me.

and now.

 i know another story about me.

adoyai.

she post to fb gne ayt yg sgt annoying!

i hate it!

ayt yg menunjukkn memg kpd saye!

u know what??

i didn't care!

ko wt aku leh plak kn??

tyme aku wt ko xleh??

wah bgosnyer!

memg saye sgt suke!

dan skrg.saye rase nk nanges sgt2!!!!!!

saye da xtahan ag!

tyra..

thnx coz sudi mendgr luahan hati saya

sebentar td.

saye rase nk nanges bile dga suare anda.

huhu..

really miss u.

thnx a lot dear!

what should i feel right now??

wake up this morning and i know 1 story.

story about me.

SHE said to me to dun enter DA 1004 to 'kerap'

and please sleep at my own ROOM!

okae.i juz accept that.

then why that GURL xleh gtaw i sndrikn??

perlu ker DY told her mummy everything??

hey,it juz simple lah kn..

juz told me by yourself sudey.

no nit to xdok lam blik kn.

sampai sume org plik.

actually i also don't know what the main reason that she 

dun like me to be at her room.

can u plase tell me straight to my face??

so that i can make decision what to do.

n i know what my fault.

to satisfied u,

i will not ANYMORE enter ur room.

so that u can live peacely there.

or even talk with u.

so that u can't hear my 'sumbang' voice.

or even 'tunjuk' my face in front u,

so that u dun 'menyampah' when see my face.

to my sis.

i feel so guilty right now.

i need to do what i said before.

actually i dun want to do it.

but when thing goes wrong,

i think i need to do that.

i'm so soooorrrrryyyyy.......

hope u will take care of urself.

if have anything,come n see me okae.

or do text me.

i dun promise to be there for you,

but i promise to reply ur sms.

ily!

'no words can describe my love to u'

and what i want now is,

please smile to me wherever u see me.

because when u smile,

all my tears will go away.

PLEASE dun be sad dear!

even though i'm not in front u.

i alwez in ur heart

my last wish is.

can u hug me??

i really want it.

to calm my heart.

heart.

i need KETENANGAN.

J!

apa itu J?

J itu adalah 1 perasaan yg tetibe wujud dalam diri.

terasa sesuatu di hati apabila melihat dy ngn owg laen.

sedangkan ape kite harapkn laen dr ape yg kita dapat.

npe perlu J?

J itu menandakan yg kite syg dy!

kte nk dy bersama kte.

n kte nk tao segalanya pasal dy.

perlu J ngn spe?

dgn org yg dy slalu borak.

org yg share mcm2.

dgn org yg dy slalu bersama.

ngn org yg slalu wt dy ketawa.

as a conclusion,

(wah,cm wt esei lak)

kadang2 kite sndri xtao npe kite J.

tp sbnrnye J itu m'wtkan kite kecewa n sdey.

n m'wtkn kite mengambil 1 keputusan.

iaitu....................

bidadari.

Aku juga perempuan,
Punyai impian,
Anggun dibalut perhiasan,
Hidup bergemerlapan,
Bak artis pujaan.

Kuingin bermadah puisi,
Bersyair dan menyanyi,
Lincah menari,
Menghibur dan menyeri.

Namun,
Aku bukan perempuan,
Gopoh mengejar kemasyhuran,
Di tempat persinggahan,
Tiada berkekalan.

Kuingin kemuliaan abadi,
Kemasyhuran hakiki,
Bukan yang tiada erti,
Bukan yang dimurkai Ilahi,
Bukan di dunia ini,
Tapi di Taman Syurgawi,
Inginku kekal sebagai bidadari.

Oleh krn dy suke ijau.

Jadi saye post nie khas tok adq!

Wanna say really2 thnx 4 the

FERERRO ROCHER!

I got that on 26 FEB 2010!

Really love n appreciates it!

U know what she did some surprise when gave me

The lovely choc!

She closed my eyes n “suap” me.

Adoyai! Malulah dik!

Hehe..

Neway a big thanx to you because gave me

16teen fererro rocher!

But dun be sad because can’t find it in love box.

It’s ok lah.dun mind.

And thnx coz accompanies me to meet my dearest friends.

LIEYA N PIQA!

+ saye mengadu mcm2 kat mkck saye pasal awk.

Haha…sorry yea..

Juz wanna have fun!

Ouh.i almost forgot this.

Finally u spend ur money for me to bought

WHITE CHOCOLATE MACADAMIA!

After “merengek” + “wt muke kesian” at me.

Mcm2 lah adq nie..

Lawak tol! Selagi xdpt,merengek jerk!

Hope we still close till the end of our life.

Taking care my lovely dearest sis!

paqa syg! me! n lieya babe!

me yg chumel,lieya babe n adq manje!

love this pic!

u lokk so cute syg! hehe

at dang anum! we LOVE dang anum! 

adq KESAYANGAN!=)

...........................

Boleh x awk bgtao saye ape salah saye.

Saye sendri confuse.

Klu awk mrh saye bgtao aje.

Jgn wt saye cm nie.

Saye rse besalah sgt.

Tp klu awk pnt bgtao saye jgk!

Biar saye tao knape ngn awk sbnrnye.

Awk wt sye tertnye ape salah saye.

Awk gak wt saye berfikir pasal awk.

Awk taokan saye syg sgt kt awk.

Saye x leh tgk muke awk yg x ceria!

Saye rse sgt sush ati pasal awk.

Saye text awk xbls.

Sye tego awk wt dunno.

Saye pown da x tao nk wt ape da.

Awk gtaw lah saye npe okae???

PLEASE!

sadness.

juz got my ticketing quiz.
unfortunately my mark is low.
really sad.
all my friend got high mark.
me??
ermm.....
dunno what to say.
my sadness already fill my heart.
and i will be a very qiet person now.

ain!
wake up dear!
be strong!
i know u can!
juz be strong..
please stdy 4 the ur future dear.
U WANNA BE A SUCCESSFUL WOMEN RIGHT??.


heart.
be strong okae!
dun be too sensitive.
that heart is ur old heart.
now u already have a really good heart that
u can accept what people say to u.
no matter it - or +.
so heart,
alwez be strong!



LOVE MYSELF!

dunno.

i dunno why myself feel like this now.
i feel like crying yesterday.
but k.ain gave me 2 mamee,
i cool down a little bit.
with some laugh with wanie also.
today,that feeling comes again.
i dunno lah what kind of feeling is this.
somebody,help me plis???
i feel like wanna crying.
lazy to do anything.
wanna go home.
dun want to live in uitm again.
i miss my home.
miss everything at my room.
i'm tension with 'perangai' people at uitm.
make my head like have a big big stone.
fyi.i miss u tyra.
miss that tyme we had together.
oh really3 miss u lah yang!
ble nk dtg mlake???
and i'm trying to be myself now.
myself with no any feeling.
so that anybody can say anything to me,
with no heart feeling okae!
but plese wait 4 a while till i'm ok.
then u will continue ur agenda 'perli2' okae!
i dun mind.


to anybody yg ade trase ngn saye.
i'm sorry okae.
did'nt meant to hurt u.
it juz a joke.

after a long tyme.

setelah sekian lame xjmpe.

akhirnye dgn izin Allah,

kami bertemu jua!

piqa n lieya!

really2 sonok dpt jmpe kowg!

hehe...

da lbh setaun xjmpekn...

tp dpt jmpe jap je..

xsmpi sejam pown.

tapi xpe.

saye sgt menghargai pertemuan itu!

later upload pic okae!

to lieya babe!

thnx blanje mam n rantai 2..

sgt suke!

to piqa yang!

thnx krn sudi jmpe saye.

n gelang putih bersama jam anda.

thnx sgt2!

27 februari 2010.

jusco melaka.

A&W.

dan skrg saye rase sgtlah sedey + epy gak

sedey sbb tah la..

adq ngengade 2..

dy npe tah.

owg memaen jerk pown nk trase.

nk touching2 lak.

mane ad kte jelez!

patukn ble kte panggil dy 'adq' dy wt dunno jerk.

sedey tao!

n epy sbb dpt jmpe blek kwn2 plkn di fb!

sgt2 merindui dowg!

lme gle xborak + xjmpe! 

hehe..

to all my friends at plkn!

sgt2 merindui kowg!

kowg xnah luput dr ingatan b!

SEMUA TENTANG KITA!

sentiasa di hati.=)