what should i feel right now??

wake up this morning and i know 1 story.

story about me.

SHE said to me to dun enter DA 1004 to 'kerap'

and please sleep at my own ROOM!

okae.i juz accept that.

then why that GURL xleh gtaw i sndrikn??

perlu ker DY told her mummy everything??

hey,it juz simple lah kn..

juz told me by yourself sudey.

no nit to xdok lam blik kn.

sampai sume org plik.

actually i also don't know what the main reason that she 

dun like me to be at her room.

can u plase tell me straight to my face??

so that i can make decision what to do.

n i know what my fault.

to satisfied u,

i will not ANYMORE enter ur room.

so that u can live peacely there.

or even talk with u.

so that u can't hear my 'sumbang' voice.

or even 'tunjuk' my face in front u,

so that u dun 'menyampah' when see my face.

to my sis.

i feel so guilty right now.

i need to do what i said before.

actually i dun want to do it.

but when thing goes wrong,

i think i need to do that.

i'm so soooorrrrryyyyy.......

hope u will take care of urself.

if have anything,come n see me okae.

or do text me.

i dun promise to be there for you,

but i promise to reply ur sms.

ily!

'no words can describe my love to u'

and what i want now is,

please smile to me wherever u see me.

because when u smile,

all my tears will go away.

PLEASE dun be sad dear!

even though i'm not in front u.

i alwez in ur heart

my last wish is.

can u hug me??

i really want it.

to calm my heart.

heart.

i need KETENANGAN.